musing/  play/  randomness

Audio porn: Men moaning

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I love the sound of a man experiencing sexual pleasure. Not coming, necessarily, though I like that also, but all the sounds that lead up to that point. Oh yes please.

I used to have my last submissive send me audio porn *all the time*. It was like an obsession for me. I loved it so much. So fucking hot.

Mostly I would give him instructions on how I wanted him to masturbate. There are endless possibilities:

  • Bring yourself to the edge of coming, then stop
  • Do it left handed
  • Edge three times, no coming
  • Say my name at
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musing/  randomness

On women in the world

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I don’t write about social or political issues in this blog, or on twitter, or on my tumblr. Not because I don’t have views or opinions, but because this is not a place where I want to discuss them. If I wanted to have those discussions, I’d create a space for them.

I also don’t do it because I don’t have the wherewithal to be angry all the time, or horrified, or hurt. I had my time where I fought for things I believed in against the wall of ignorance and bigotry: I had the energy for all … Continue Reading

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musing

World travel

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My train of thought on an idle Sunday evening:

Hmmm… I wonder what I’ll do when my landlord kicks me out of here… (and he will, sooner or later).

You know what I could do?

Go and live in another country for a few months! I mean, it’s expensive to live here: I can easily find a place to live that costs much less: somewhere interesting, vibrant, different. If I lived there for a few months, I could experience something new, but I’d also have a place to settle in and ‘nest’ a little.

*scours internet… Asia, South America…*

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musing/  randomness

More randomness

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I get oddly stressed when I lose the inspiration to write. Either I don’t have anything I want to say, or I have so many things that I can’t nail any of them down and make them come to life. Lately, it’s been the former. I know it’s no big deal, it will come back, but the feeling is disconcerting. Like there’s a void that I fear will just get bigger and bigger.

So here’s my go-to in times like this, just to get something on the page and break the impasse: Random thoughts.

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femdom dating/  holy fuck beautiful eyes/  kissing/  musing/  vanilla

Zing zing, or not

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I’ve mentioned before that I sent holy-fuck-beautiful-eyes a random message out of the blue, not because he was a potential partner, just because he was beautiful and his OKCupid profile was smart and interesting. My profile there is all about the D/s: I don’t ‘hide’ it in secret code somehow, so he saw all that up-front. We agreed very early on that we weren’t a match, but still, the light conversation and flirting continued.

Despite the ‘not a match’ thing, we got to the stage where I proposed a kissing date. *No other local men with whom I have … Continue Reading

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femdom dating/  musing/  randomness

What I want

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You have to give me what I want.

But it’s not enough for you to give me what I want.

You have to *want me to get what I want*.

But that’s still not enough either.

You have to want to be the one to give me that.

And even then, it’s not enough.

You have to *convince me* that you will give me what I want, that you want me to get what I want, that you want to be the one to give me that.

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random memories/  the other men

Lost

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The first time I had him inside me. I was lounging low and careless on the couch, legs wrapped around him. We had been kissing, desperately and passionately grabbing at each other. I don’t remember our clothes coming off, or even if they were off.

He knelt before me, pushed himself excruciatingly slowly into me, joined at the cock and cunt.

He closed his eyes, his head went back, a blind prayer offered to the ceiling. He moaned. He pulled back, thrust forward again, slow, all sensation and pleasure, hands on my hips holding me steady.

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