But still…

I miss you I miss you I miss you
I miss you I miss you I miss you so much…

I am not melancholy… ok, maybe just a little bit… it is a cloudy and cool Sunday morning, this song just played on the music video show that is on while I am having coffee and I just love love loved it in a sweetly sad way…… Continue Reading

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Blindfold

She ties him to the bed, face up – cuffs on wrists and ankles, spread-eagled, open for her, helpless, hard, exposed.

Then, a blindfold.

She hasn’t used one for a while, the darkness scares him, she can see it in the way he shies away from her hands, trying to sink into the bed, the way he licks his lips (she watches his tongue slip out of his mouth and lap nervously at the sides of his mouth, it makes her stomach lurch, her mouth opens slightly, almost involuntarily, she hears her own breathing, her eyes on his lips, she … Continue Reading

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Happiness creeping back

When I deal with difficult things, I compartmentalise. I have these little drawers in my head, it is something like an enormous storage vault in there, with endless sets of these drawers, like an old library room, with shelves and ladders, all dark and musty, and I shove things like the pain from my break up in one of them way down the back, close it, and skirt around it for a while.

This compartmentalising prevents me from walking around in a haze of hurtliness (which I guess is how it is in the very beginning, because in the beginning, … Continue Reading

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e[lust] #16

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~ This Week’s Top Three Posts ~

Sex Pistil’s Guide to Sucking Great Cock – The penis is not something to be feared. It’s not something to hide from, and it’s definitely not something to Continue Reading

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Pimp my blog

I shouldn’t care, really, and I am sure there are a gazillion lists like this out there in the blogosphere, but I stumbled across an annual ‘Top 100 Sex Blogs’ nominations list while skiving off from work doing important research.

Like a child who sees a lollipop at the checkout and causes a scene, I *want*!!!

Now I know that you, dear readers, have not nominated me because you just didn’t know about it… right? RIGHT?

So, if you want to stay on my good side enjoy reading my blog, and want to feed my overinflated ego make me feel … Continue Reading

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Strip, boy

As soon as the door closes behind us, I am on you.

I shove you back against the wall, grab a fistful of your hair, jerk your head back, then sideways. Your eyes widen, you try not to resist. Your head smashes against the wood as I push myself up against you, my mouth on yours. I open my mouth, forcing your lips apart, I suck your breath, your arms automatically go around my waist as you pull me harder against you and seek out my tongue with yours, you strain forward against my grip in your hair to get … Continue Reading

Loves: 4
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Survey: Results part V

More comments from the survey… If you think I might be close to the end, I’m not! I just hope my roman numerology can keep up…

Why do you read my blog?

Straight male submissive, 36-45

I love wit. Our world is bland and literal. You make me think and laugh with your wit. Plus the intensity, I can hear the panting (you rarely hear that), but it’s hard to tell whether it was you or the boy panting.

Thinking and laughing… two of my favourite things. And I love this: “…I can hear the panting…but it’s hard to tell … Continue Reading

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