1000th post!

November 10, 2014 23 Comments

This is my 1000th post on this blog. Holy fuck!

When I started this blog 6 years and 1 month ago (phew!), I wanted to show what a female dominant/male submissive relationship actually looks like when it’s in a context of love and complexity and real life. I was in a relationship with my boy then. You saw me navigate that relationship with passion and and were witness to my heartbreak when it ended. Since the beginning, I have shared my history, my explorations, my play, my struggles, and my endless opinions about everything over the years.

So for taking … Continue Reading

Loves: 5

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femdom fiction/ NaNoWriMo

When?

November 9, 2014 7 Comments

[SubmissiveGuyComics also did a post on ‘home’ for our NaBloWriMo project]

“When are you coming home?” she asked.

The question that used to be a sweetness between them hung in the air for a second before it dissipated into the empty room. She followed it with an ugly laugh that was much too loud.

She took another drink.… Continue Reading

Loves: 6

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NaNoWriMo/ randomness

My Mistress: The movie, an update

November 8, 2014 9 Comments

[SubmissiveGuyComics also did a post for our NaBloWriMo project]

I mentioned My Mistress the movie previously, but a question in my Asks reminded me that the release date was around now: It has indeed been released in Australia and is showing in the Palace Cinemas (a small independent chain).

This is not so much an ‘ask me’ as a ‘share with me’…. [Interview with Stephen Lance about the film]. I’d like to hear your thoughts on this ;)

Thank you for sharing that, anonymous asker! *smile*

I like the approach that Stephen Lance seems to have … Continue Reading

Loves: 3

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NaNoWriMo/ play/ random memories/ the other men

I want you to be silent

November 7, 2014 1 Comment

[SubmissiveGuyComics is also doing a post on ‘subtle cues’ for our NaBloWriMo project]

I don’t remember how we stumbled upon each other out in the internet void.

I was chatting a lot then, trawling for articulate cyber-sexers, seemingly voracious for that kind of mental masturbation.

His name was Dana, I remember looking him up when he gave me his details, being surprised to find that he was involved in politics. I never asked about his life. We never talked, not really.

Our exchanges were different from any others I’d ever experienced. Ethereal poetry floated hotly between us, the … Continue Reading

Loves: 9

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NaNoWriMo/ play

Oh, that voice

November 6, 2014 6 Comments

[SubmissiveGuyComics has also done a post for our NaBloWriMo project]

There is a tone I didn’t even realise I used when we played, or perhaps more accurately, when I was turned on and tuned into him.

He mentioned it early on. “Oh, that voice…” he said softly, almost a moan, his own tone dropping in response.

I paid attention then. It is quiet, slow, deliberate, concentrated, slightly deeper than my normal speaking voice, resonating from the back of my throat. It’s almost calming, unconsciously designed to wash over him, like some relentless wave of water that simply and … Continue Reading

Loves: 12

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femdom fiction/ NaNoWriMo/ play

“Are you lookin’ at me?”

November 5, 2014 4 Comments

[SubmissiveGuyComics has also done an ‘eye contact restrictions‘ post for our NaBloWriMo project. As a side note, this is the first true piece of fiction I have written on the blog. Kind of a big deal for me.]

“Are you lookin’ at me?” I do my best Robert De Niro.

He is, of course, looking at me. He laughs.

I look back at him, repeat, “Are you looking at me?!”

This time he hears a tone. He does a mental shuffle to figure out what this game is. He shifts his focus from my face to … Continue Reading

Loves: 18

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