The first time

I put a blindfold on him and stand close.

I lean into his ear, whisper, “You are going to undress me, and kiss me all over, starting at my feet…”

He nods, smiles broadly, “Yes Ma’am!”

He is nervous, eager, shifting from foot to foot.

He reaches out tentatively to make contact with me, starts at the top with my shirt, fumbling awkwardly to get it off, touching my bra when it is exposed, he runs his hands cautiously over the fabric to find the clasp. He does not grope at me, feather touches, finding the clasp, releasing it, easing … Continue Reading

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Saying no

At work, a colleague and I are preparing for a meeting…

Him: Can I go and get a coffee?

Me: *laugh* No.

Him: *disappointed look* Oh… really?

Me: No.

Him: *puppy face* Ok.

Sometimes, work is fun.

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Scary movie

We are going to sneak into the movies. His eyes light up, he is delighted and surprised that I want to (“Really?! Really?!!!”). We are naughty children, giggling and running sideways into each other as we sidle into the movie illicitly, a scary movie, my favourite.

We grab a seat and settle in… he knows what I am like with scary movies, I *like* to be scared, that sudden start of fear, when my everything tenses, that adrenaline rush, I grab at him and my entire body jerks, sometimes I squeal, it makes him laugh, and me too, after the … Continue Reading

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Blow job

She crawls backwards, down his body, skin sliding on skin as she slips against him, he is restrained, open, vulnerable beneath her. His chest rises and falls quickly, deeply, almost hyperventilating as he waits, cock hard in fear and anticipation of what comes next.

She looks up at him, an amused expression on her face, her mouth close to the head of his cock, she does not touch it, breathes against him, watches it pulse as if it is a living creature, as if it would reach for her. He does not move.

The corner of her mouth curls upwards … Continue Reading

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Order my lunch

He worries about me from over there, across the ocean… I eat badly and don’t sleep… He expresses it gently, quietly, persistently… *worry worry*… It is sweet, this concerned caring.

I tell him, then, to order me a salad online for my lunch, something that allows him to contribute to looking after me, to extend that concern in a practical way. The salad bar is downstairs from my work… the choices are endless and relentlessly healthy: fresh greens, spinach, snow peas, carrots, artichokes, baby corns, green beans, tomatoes, olives, jalapenos, chicken, tuna, different dressings… I tell him he can … Continue Reading

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Hot play

I can’t post this without a tedious and long winded explanation… God forbid you should just have a hot little video to enjoy without me blathering in your ear!

Femdom porn sucks. Really. I have never found any that I enjoy, and I have looked, believe me. It’s just not hot to me. It neither reflects my extreme, violent, unrealistic fantasies, nor does it at all represent the hotness, connection, complexity and nuance that makes it work for me on a more realistic level.

There is never any lust, any passion, any connection, any true hotness in it… she is … Continue Reading

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Thinking about…

This morning, I was thinking about you in Florence, only this time the guy pulled a knife while he was sucking your cock because he knew you were going to bail, and he told you to push the back of his head onto your cock, and you did, you pulled his mouth onto your cock, shoving your cock down the back of his throat, lost in how good it feels, terrified and hard, with him holding the knife against your groin, and he stops before you come, and stands up and with the knife at your neck makes you kiss … Continue Reading

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