bambi/  kissing/  play

Machinery

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I hover with my face just above his, I can’t trust myself to touch him in the moment because I want to crash into and through him with teeth and bone and blood and the hardness of clashing steel. And even though I am soft, really, all tender and smooth flesh that gives and bends, I am afraid that I will really hurt him.

I feel like I am snarling at him, breathing into his open mouth, watching his tongue tentatively reach out to survey the damage already done to him. I’m not sure if I make any sound, but … Continue Reading

Loves: 17
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bambi/  meeting

Post-meeting update

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I want to write a lot in the calm after meeting bambi yesterday (calm because it is the morning of the next day, and he is still in bed (in the spare bedroom, to clarify…)), but my thoughts are all scattered. Good-scattered though, all snippets of lovely things that I am not able to grab a firm hold of just yet.

Randomly:

  • There is a really strong attraction between us, which was my biggest ‘if’ factor for the face-to-face meeting
  • We are *so* kiss-compatible it makes my head spin and my mouth ache (literally, my mouth is sore from hours
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Loves: 15
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bambi/  femdom dating

Anticipation

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I want to post something brimming with enthusiasm and excitement, but I am so very aware of how my last meeting turned out that I am hesitant to bring you along just in case there is disappointment coming.

On the other hand… if I must suffer, then SO MUST YOU, so here goes!!! *laugh*

Bambi arrives tomorrow!! I AM SO EXCITED!

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He is at the airport getting ready to board his plane as I write this. We are in chat just kind of fidgeting at each other.

bambi: bonk bonk bonk
I’m bouncing!
excited!
I want the plane to … Continue Reading

Loves: 11
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bambi/  QnA

Bambi Q&A

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In my last post, I invited people to ask me questions about bambi… Thank you to everyone who did… fun!!

So here are all the secrets…

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Is Bambi the greatest?!?! <= Hmmm… bambi, is that you?!

He’s totally the greatest! Also, ask me again in 5 days… *bounce fidget*

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This Bambi fellow seems pretty fit and hot. He must be so awesome!! How are you handling the massive ego he must have?! <= It IS you!!!! *laugh*

*laugh* He is getting fitter and hotter AS WE SPEAK, and yes, he is awesome! He doesn’t have a massive … Continue Reading

Loves: 15
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bambi/  QnA

Curious about bambi? Ask me!

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So bambi arrives in a week. A WEEK!!! So exciting!

I’ve had two questions about him on my Ask Me page today, and I do love questions (question hoar!), so I thought I’d bring it up front here, and invite you to ask about him/me/us in the comments.

If there are only a few questions, I will answer them here. If there are MORE than a few, I will create a new post for them. If there are none, I will wail and cry and ask the universe why nobody cares…

If you want to catch up on the story … Continue Reading

Loves: 9
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bambi

Present

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I bought him a present for Christmas.

It arrived at his house after he left on his travels and getting it to him had been an issue.

He finally got it today.

He sent me nearly 20 photos of him opening it: He knows I like to see his face. They start off incredibly silly and the tenor of them changes as he opens the package, the box, the bag, and then when he puts it on. It is a bracelet of soft leather and rope for every day wear, hints of cuffs and bondage subtle in it.

I have … Continue Reading

Loves: 16
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bambi

Works for me

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There is a thing he does that works for me, and interestingly, it is most evident when I mention something that is *not* working. Then he gets a little frustration with himself for not being/saying/doing what I want, and he reaches for it, wanting to understand what happened. He turns it over in his head and worries at it. His desire to unravel it and get it right is like a solid thing between us, and he examines it as if it’s something in his way and then he tentatively chips away at it to get to the crux of … Continue Reading

Loves: 11
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