How long is too long?

Yesterday I had a second voice call with the sex-voiced Texan.

Early afternoon my time, 8pm his time. “So that you get to bed at a reasonable hour,” I said (our last call was 4.5 hours long).

When I call him, his webcam flickers. He beams at me with his killer smile.

I never asked him to turn his cam on but I love watching him when we talk. His face is expressive and open, sometimes he gets shy, when he laughs he lights up. I like watching his mouth move.

Topics are wide-ranging and eclectic. We argue when … Continue Reading

Loves: 8
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Meeting a cute boy

I rarely meet people off the internet unless they are potential partners.

I’m not a friendly person: I hate meeting people, and I hate socialising, so unless there’s a chance of at LEAST getting some kissing out of it, I’m not interested.

I made an exception for the lovely switch because, well, he was so very lovely. I also made an exception for climbing boy, because he was super sweet and local. With both of them, we had been e-friends for quite some time before I agreed to meet them. Simply put, I liked them, and our conversations prior … Continue Reading

Loves: 8
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Update on stuff and things

As always when I don’t really feel like hitting ‘publish’ on any of my ramblings, I end up doing a general ‘what’s going on with me’ post, and sometimes that’s enough to kick me out of my stupor, so here it is.

I had a couple of minor surgical procedures in the last few weeks (don’t worry, lovely readers, they are no big deal). One was to take care of some stuff, one was a check for some other bad stuff. Neither are worrisome, but there has been some prep and recovery time that makes me feel a bit … Continue Reading

Loves: 4
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e[lust] #67

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Loves: 2
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The sex-voiced Texan: a photo

I had this email exchange with the sex-voiced Texan.

Me: Do you have a cowboy hat? You must have one, right? Never you mind why I’m asking…

Him: Of course I do…My curiosity is piqued… But I’ll just answer the question.

Me: Well of course you do! :D And cowboy boots right (that’s a dumb question isn’t it?)?

Him: I’m smiling right now because those questions are very particular. I should have some in my closet!

Me: *laugh* I want a picture of the hat and the boots, cowboy.

To be clear about the nature of our conversations so … Continue Reading

Loves: 10
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Fears of submissive men

Susannah Clary wrote an interesting post about her recent dating experiences where she mused that it’s taking many men into their 40s and 50s to discover and accept who they really are.

That led to her asking these questions:

To my readers who identify as submissive or switch men, how did/do you deal with fear and self-acceptance?
How can I help men I encounter to begin that journey of self-acceptance and overcome their fears?

I commented over there, but it was already really long and I had more to say, so I’m bringing it over here.

I don’t have … Continue Reading

Loves: 18
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On being emotionally fearless

I said in my last post:

When I talk about wanting a man who is emotionally fearless, it’s because I need him to hammer down those walls and throw himself into the fray over and over and take whatever hits are coming.

And I got a really smart question from the original asker:

“But don’t you think its possible that being emotionally fearless maybe difficult for someone not because they are afraid of stepping into the fray but because they don’t want to put someone they care about/serve in a situation where they are being ‘hammered’.”

Yes, absolutely. … Continue Reading

Loves: 6
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