Erasing history

Sometimes I feel like all of my history needs to be erased. It feels too heavy to carry around, even though there is nothing hefty in it. No bags of leaden hate or fury. No suitcases full of regret or sadness. None of that.

And yet it still feels like I carry too much with me, colouring the world with it in a way that makes me feel like I’m trudging through a swamp of treacle. Dragging dead weight behind me for no good reason.

Oddly the weight is often comprised of sweetness and love. Those things that were once … Continue Reading

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My sent emails XLVII

22M, Illinois: Hello Mistress. Can you lock me up in a dog cage/confinement for a night or longer?

Me: Yes I can. Bring the cage here. To Australia. I await your arrival. Do not contact me again until you get here.

Him: How long can you keep me in a cage?

Me: YOU CONTACTED ME AGAIN, YOU RUINED EVERYTHING!!@@@!!!

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Loves: 12
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e[lust] #75

Welcome to Elust #75

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~ This Month’s Top Three Posts ~

Is it hate? Am I a fraud?
On Rape Fantasy
Just Breathe

 

~ Featured Post (Molly’s Picks) ~

sex, surgery, celibacy

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Boxes of memories

I have boxes that I move from one place to the next, leaving them unpacked and unused. They contain my journals from the days when my triumphs and failures were written down painstakingly by hand. Endless pads and notebooks lie untouched in there. They also contain photo albums of yore, from the days when you had to take film into the camera shop and have them developed, and photos were expensive and precious.

I was looking for a couple of old photos the other day, unsealed the boxes, the musty smell of disuse wafting out. I flicked quickly through some … Continue Reading

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Reader Q&A: Femdom podcast #91 – Anal sex, shyness, pain sluts… [Audio]

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This is an experiment in podcasting, welcome to it *smile*.

The Domme Chronicles podcast is available on iTunes and while some of my old audio clips have made it into the podcast, this is the first brand new one. There will be at least one more and then I will see how I feel about it.

The questions I answered include:

  • How can I make receiving anal sex more domly?
  • Have you ever fed a man with your feet?

I laughed a lot in here: you’ll have to listen to see why…Continue Reading

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Le 5 star French book review!

…or ma première critique du livre français…

I had to show off my first 5 star review on amazon.fr here because it’s hidden away from amazon.com users. Also it’s in French *swoon*.

The author kindly translated it for me (Google translate doesn’t QUITE get it right) and it’s wonderful:

A very good book of short stories where the female dominates!!!

I loved it! This book deserves to be better known.

Since its publication, critics from this book were amazing. It puzzled me and led me to Her website (same name as the book). Her texts hooked me, so … Continue Reading

Loves: 7
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Classic black corset

I found this photo while cleaning up my files. I’ve posted photos of a different, more beautifully intricate corset before, but I don’t think I’ve shared this photo of my classic black one.

With jeans, for that ‘oh this old thing?’ casual look...

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