So bambi has been offline for the third day in a row**. I am twitchy and restless. I am used to pretty much constant contact when our timezones align.

He is overseas, staying in a small, remote village in a foreign country. He has had internet access in the place he has been staying, but apparently it is now broken. He has only a ‘voicemail-to-email’ cell number, and there are no internet cafes, there is no free wifi ‘in town’, he is essentially incommunicado.

I miss him.

I am relieved and happy that his flights are already booked, … Continue Reading

We are in chat most of the day when we are both awake (normal ‘life stuff’ notwithstanding), even if we are not actually talking all the time. Real time stories of our days.

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I think he worries that I am not getting his best at times. I am not sure what that means exactly. But I’m pretty sure he worries.

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I told him at one point early on that if he wanted to keep my interest, he couldn’t treat me like ‘a mate at the pub’. I don’t have sex with those guys. I can be friends first, … Continue Reading

Yesterday, he booked the flight to come here to me.

That suddenly makes it a real possibility. So exciting!

“He, who?!! Geez, Ferns, you never tell us ANYTHING!” *pout mutter*

He, the cutie who I have been speaking with for a couple of months now… that one…

He attracted my attention by slipping this into a comment he made on a Fetlife thread we were both participating in:

(I’m crushing so hard on Ferns)

I responded sweetly in-thread and then followed up with a note because I thought it was cute, and I’d seen him posting before and I … Continue Reading