I want to post something just to get my last off the top of the page.

I’d like it to be something more interesting, but emotionally, I am kind of tired of looking inward, and physically I am just tired. No doubt I will dissect this and rabbit on about it endlessly when I get home, but for now, I am pushing introspection aside.

Despite this trip not turning out as I had hoped, I am having a wonderful time and e is going to a lot of effort to look after me, which I love of course. Last night, … Continue Reading

I am not sure how much I want to write in this update about e, but I did want to just get it out there and fill in the details later. Or not.

The shortest of short stories is that there is no spark between us.

Sitting at a bar, after the first full day together, I asked e how he thought it was going. He said he wasn’t sure yet. I was a little more optimistic with some very light play being hot to me (though he touched me like he was handling a mack truck, so that was … Continue Reading

Heading to the airport in two hours…

Taking off in four hours…

Watching bad movies and eating bad food for umpteen hours…

Stroking the face of the boy in eighteen hours.

Touching beautiful naked man in nineteen hours.

I can hardly wait…

Honey I will meet you
Darling I will keep you in my heart
You’re not a day, you’re not a day too soon