Happy femdom stories – Anonymous

I asked for happy femdom relationship stories, and I’m excited to say that this is the first of them.

This is the email that started my day out with a smile yesterday, and prompted my call out for more fabulous positive femdom relationship stories. I am delighted that the sender has given me permission to share it!  Thank you!

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Author: Anonymous

I’ve been following your blog for awhile now, and I see so much of myself in you. But I used to feel so much envy when you would describe your past relationship with your boy, and I would wonder when I would ever find that kind of love and pain and tenderness and need and everything else that makes a relationship so special and deep, so like what you had.

Then I met my boy. He wrote me a year ago, and our relationship evolved organically, starting out as simply two lonely people talking, then becoming close friends, and now I have something I never thought I would, and he says things that make my chest literally ache, I love him that much. He said one of those things today, just a random message sent to my profile, and I realized I don’t feel that envy anymore. I found what I was looking for.

And all he said was:

 hurt me. break me. tell me how you want me. use me as you see fit, and i will love you for every mark you leave on me.

I actually cried reading that, which is so out of character for me. But you see, he’s deployed to Iraq. Words are all we have, and we write thousands of them every day. We are over-the-top mushy in ways that would make even Hallmark gag. It’s his words like that, that make me feel like I’ve won the lottery, like I am the luckiest girl on the planet.

Anyway, the whole point of this email is to say that reading your blog has helped me so much in embracing who I am and what I want, and I want to thank you for sharing. When I read what my boy sent me, I thought of you, and I knew you of all people would “get it,” and I thought it was time to write you and thank you.

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This post is part of a project to share happy, positive femdom relationship stories.  If you have a story and are willing to share it, please email it to me (ferns at domme-chronicles dot com).