Sometimes, I suck

I’ve never pretended that I was perfect, that would fool no-one, but mostly, I make smart and considered decisions, I am thoughtful, I think about consequences for me and mine, and I try to handle myself and situations ‘for the best’ for all concerned.

I generally have good judgement and exercise it well.

Recently, I failed miserably at this and caused a lot of unnecessary pain and anger for a boy I care for very much.

I looked at a situation and went against my better judgement to make an utterly selfish and thoughtless decision for no reason other than … Continue Reading

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The pretty

The thing I am beginning to like about rope is that it can make a pretty boy even prettier. It whispers of acquiescence and helplessness in a way that hastily clipped together cuffs does not. It is concentration and patience and acceptance.

And plus… a boy’s tiny arse in boxer briefs accentuated by design… ?! Well, the appeal of that is just obvious…

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Airport waiting

I’m at the airport, waiting with my father for a flight to come in.

There is a boy sitting across and a few seats to the right, facing me. I look at him, he looks back at me frankly. I have sunglasses on, I am not sure if my stare is obvious. There is no smile on either side.

He is kind of beautiful, lean, early 30s maybe, a clean attractive face, short hair, sideburns, casual business attire. He doesn’t read or amuse himself with a phone, he just sits there quietly.

My father is speaking to me, we talk … Continue Reading

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Thing of beauty

Eight pelicans roosting on a disconnected section of the old jetty, sunlight reflecting on the water, a light breeze, feeling how the world is, feeling almost holy.

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What does femdom porn look like?

Sometimes it looks like this:

It’s just not enough is it…? I know I know… so I also have this:

I can’t just leave it at that, of course… I have to TALK about it!

It’s not ‘stomach lurching, ooh must go masturbate’ porn, it’s more

– oh my, look at him…
– I love it when he tries to get up and gets jerked back by the chains…
– his face…
– the sound he makes when he gets up after being kicked…
– his expression then…
– how she grabs idly at his hair, almost affectionate…
– his … Continue Reading

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Ooh… shiny…

Not new anymore, but still… there is no such thing as too much shiny!!

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My sent emails XVI

Hello UseMeForAnything,

You read my profile, yes? For an MBA level educated man, reading a couple of sentences shouldn’t be too much of a stretch.

“…have been involved in submission for over 25 years.”

If this is true, then why didn’t some kind Domme teach you in the first 5 minutes that women really hate it when strangers offer themselves ‘to be used’? What we hear is ‘I have an itch and want someone to scratch it… you, oi you, lady, you, yes you… you’ll do!’ It’s hardly surprising that it feels objectifying and very offputting, is it?

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