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Boys, toys, & champagne
So a few things, random updates of sorts.
My Gentleman found my blog after our last date (hello there, MG :)). He could have found it earlier, he said, but he was waiting for me to tell him. Of course, we all know what happened before we got to that. He wasn’t upset about any of the content, and he was flattered to be written about, which is a relief to be honest. It means I navigated the line just about right.
He sent me a ‘war and peace’ length email after reading about himself to share his thoughts on … Continue Reading
Champagne boys apply here
I’d much rather feel angry than sad.
But now it seems like I’ve expended all this anger on my book, and I’ve used up all the spiky energy it gave me. Doing the work required to get it published in the next few days feels like wading through treacle in a fog.
What’s left in the aftermath of all that rage is a profound sadness that I’m struggling to shake.
The sadness feels more personal than the anger. It is more personal. Anger rages outwards, sadness looks inward.
I have some valid reasons to be sad, but the weariness … Continue Reading
Email from my ex-boy
The email landed in my inbox a couple of weeks ago. It’s been some six years since our last contact, since he broke my heart.
At first I thought it was spam, I frequently get spam that appears to be from my own contacts. He used a name I recognised and an email address I didn’t.
It landed softly this time, a confusing flutter as I realised it was him.
He called me Ma’am, and acknowledged that he probably shouldn’t anymore. His voice strange and unfamiliar and wholly familiar.
What followed was a stream of consciousness from someone … Continue Reading
My fabulous American boyfriend
We don’t get to see each other often, and we never have enough time together.
But he reminds me of all the good things in the world. And every moment we spend together is a gift.
Champagne and hugs and intimate chat.
More of all of those please.
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Edited to add: More about my (gay!) American boyfriend here and here…… Continue Reading
Meeting with my American boyfriend…
I’ve spent time with him before but it’s rare and precious. I picked Drew up from the airport around noon, and we started with lunch and drinks here:
Then we went to my place for champagne and lots of talks and secret-telling.
He let me handle his gorgeous chastity device: the Axel by Steelwerks:
And this is the key to his chastity device around my neck. It’s beautiful and it suits me, no?
Conversation was fun and animated and ridiculous and thoughtful and wide-ranging. If you think we might have talked about you: we probably did.
I kissed his … Continue Reading